he wasn’t.Now I’m a shell of who I was, on a path too blurry to follow, and I see no way out.No way up.They say first loves last forever.That’s exactly what I’m afraid of._This is a 152k word standalone romance full of angst that is sure to pack a punch! Get the A Fumbled Futures Novel Series down below.If she isn’t mine in the end, I’ll still be hers.It’s torture, but it’s true.bFrom iUSA Todayi and Wall Street Journal bestselling author Meagan Brandy comes a new, angsty standalone romance about love, loss, and the path to forgiveness.bFor years, I’ve dreamt of what college life could bring and while some things changed, there was always one constant.It didn’t matter how wild I allowed my imagination to run, it always led me to the same place in the end.It led me to him.My future was clear, and he was it.Until suddenly. We’re blended in each other in deeper ways than even we understand.”įollow me on GoodReads to see what I am reading next! “Because my heart beats in your chest, and yours in mine. This is a story that will have your heart swell with happiness, shattered with betrayal, and ached for that kind of intense love. Where no words are spoken, but deep meaningful moments are shared with just the eyes. Where they are so attuned to one another, it’s as if they are one person. A love that is too much to watch at times. This is a story where he falls first in hope that she falls with him. Because right now, I wish I could give him whatever it is he’s looking for.” And for the first time in what seems like forever, I feel a ping of sadness right in the center of my chest. “…it’s the first time I don’t see the overzealous playboy, but a guy searing for something more in a girl who has nothing to give. She was the impassive new girl, who didn’t have an ounce of care left in the world living in a haze.

He was the playboy quarterback who saw a challenge he couldn’t let slip him by.

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